My girlfriend is actually myself.

Chapter 28 Snow Palace is Natsume

Although I really want to know if I can reverse the twin phenomenon, I'd rather not if the experimental subject is a young girl.

She and he are both a group and individuals.

During the group phase, Shiraishi Saku believed that his exploration had been deep enough, and the recent state of fusion proved this.

But at another stage, at the individual level, this exploration has only just begun.

Yukimiya Natsune was him, and yet not him. He preferred cool places, she preferred warm places; he favored bitterness, she loved sweets; his handwriting was sharp, her handwriting was gentle.

Although he thought it was nice to be close together, he didn't mind being together. She liked the feeling of being close and would unconsciously stick to him, even if Shiraisho hadn't thought of it.

He is her, yet he is not her.

The female body has a different personality from the male body, and this personality is increasing.

A person is an independent individual because of their unique personality; a person needs a name because they are different from other individuals.

No one names a drop of water, no one names a wisp of wind; left hand and right hand are just labels, like the girl body and the girl body.

That morning, Shiraishi Saku gave the girl form the name Yukimiya Natsune, but this name was just a disguise, a cosplay. She didn't have enough personality to constitute Yukimiya Natsune; she was just a girl form.

But now, this girl's body is showing many different personalities and is getting closer to Yukimiya Natsune.

This is truly a strange state.

This is also why Shiraishi Saku stopped the experiment. Logically, if twinning can be reversed, it should be able to activate twinning again, but would the resulting girl form still be Yukimiya Natsune?

In the dimly lit room, Shiraishi Saku looked at the silhouette of the girl beside him.

The girl's forehead rested against his chest, and her arms were tightly wrapped around his arm.

Shiraishi Saku closed his eyes.

……

When he woke up, the alarm clock hadn't gone off yet. Shiraishi Saku looked at Yukimiya Natsune beside him. The girl was pressing his arm down, her azure eyes half-closed, and she yawned lazily, like a cat.

[She was more prone to sleep than he was] Shiraishi Saku added an entry to his mind.

Previously, Shiraishi Saku would directly awaken the girl's body with his own consciousness. This did not require any deliberate effort, as the boy's will would always be directly infused into the girl's body. But today, he decided to make the girl's body loyal to his desires.

Or rather, he decided to follow the feelings of his external limbs, just as someone whose feet are cold puts on thick socks, or someone with dry lips drinks water frequently.

The girl was still a little sleepy, so let her continue sleeping.

Shiraishi Saku pulled his arm away from the girl's embrace, feeling a simultaneous sense of loss and a feeling of being weighed down.

"..."

Shiraishi Saku rolled up the blanket and placed it under the chest of the girl lying on her side.

Come to think of it, when I bought the bra before, I clearly bought the Sleep Comfort model, but I kept forgetting to wear it.

Did you really forget to use it?

After a moment of contemplation, Shiraishi Saku focused more attention on the girl's body, seeking answers from her past experiences, and urging her to speak.

"I feel unwell," a girl's voice rang out.

"How do you know it's uncomfortable if you've never even worn it once!"

"It was there when I tried it on."

Indeed, I tried it on when I bought it.

"It's more comfortable to hold her." The girl looked at Shiraishi Saku's arm.

"I have to go to school now." Shiraishi Saku helped her adjust the blanket underneath, finding a more comfortable height.

The girl shrank back a little, the blanket rubbing against her and making her feel a bit itchy, which was also why the bra was uncomfortable. These were all foreign objects, but the boy's body was himself, so he didn't feel any discomfort at all.

After servicing the girl's body, Shiraishi Saku picked up his phone and glanced at it. There were a bunch of unread messages, one from Takahashi Yuko and the other from Asakura Airi. Shiraishi Saku opened them one by one.

[Retired (3/10): Hey, what's going on between you and Asakura?!]

[Retired (3/10): You really are a scumbag! Was that younger sister of yours also a lie to Yukimiya?!]

Shiraishi Saku thought to himself, "Asakura Airi has finally revealed her true colors and is asking Takahashi Yuko about me."

But a week has passed, and Yuko Takahashi hasn't let anything slip?

He had assumed that the talkative shopkeeper would tell Asakura Airi during their daily conversations that he and she were a couple, and then the class's most beautiful girl would voluntarily withdraw and stop bothering him.

I never expected that the store manager would keep the secret.

I'm quite impressed with you, Takahashi-san, but there's really no need to keep this secret. My plan is for you to let it slip! If Yukimiya Natsune tells you, her complicated girlish feelings will affect their relationship!

He sighed and typed a reply.

[White: What Asakura? I don't know her.]

If they know each other, then he has to handle this himself; he can't just pass the buck to Yuko Takahashi.

He switched his Line account to check other messages.

[Riri: Yukimiya, are you asleep?]

[LiLi: There's something I need to tell you. Please message me when you wake up.]

[LiLi: I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing, I'm really sorry!]

[Pear: Earthen Seat.jpg]

These two actually sent messages together.

Shiraishi Saku glanced at Yukimiya Natsune on the bed and typed a reply.

[Snow: What is it?]

Before he could put his phone down, a notification sounded, and a reply came through.

[Lili: You're finally awake!]

[LiLi: Crying with joy.jpg]

Did you not sleep all night?

Shiraishi Saku already understood what Asakura Airi was going to say.

Airi Asakura got straight to the point.

[Riri: Does Yukimiya remember the Tsukimiya-san I mentioned before?]

[Lili: Her mother somehow found out about you and wants to meet you.]

[Lili: She asked if you're free today; she'll send a car to pick you up.]

[LiLi: So pitiful.jpg]

After a week of remaining a silent customer, has it finally decided to make a move?

Shiraishi Saku reread the message, thought for a moment, and typed a reply.

[Snow: There's a Rabbit Coffee shop about 100 meters from the corner of the convenience store. We'll set the time around when Lady Tsukimiya frequents the convenience store.]

He rejected the offer of a private car and opted for a location he was familiar with.

[Riri: Did Yukimiya agree? Yay!]

[Riri: Is it that newly opened coffee shop? I heard Takahashi-neechan mention it, I'll tell Lady Tsukimiya right away.]

[Lili: I'll go with you too!]

[LiLi: Arm in arm.jpg]

Her presence as a mediator could effectively ease the tension between the two sides, but unfortunately, Shiraishi Saku needed a tense atmosphere.

[Snow: I'll speak with Lady Moon Palace alone.]

[Lili: Is that so? Okay, I'll wait for you nearby!]

The class's most beautiful girl is quite responsible; after saying she didn't need to accompany him, she even offered to wait nearby.

It would be even better if she didn't have any ulterior motives towards me.

After putting down his phone, Shiraishi Shuo stood up and started fiddling with the buttons on the collar of his pajamas.

A pair of slender arms reached out from behind him, encircling his waist, and long, delicate fingers turned to unbutton his shirt.

Yukimiya Natsune woke up, but the turbulent thoughts in Shiraishi Saku's mind prevented her from sleeping comfortably.

Shiraishi Saku turned around and stroked the girl's blonde hair.